My best friend’s boyfriend made me orgasm in public
We couldn’t keep our hands off each other (Picture: Getty Images/Tetra images RF)
I kept my expression neutral as Brian*’s fingers pressed inside me, hot shivers running through my body.
He and I had fooled around in semi-public spaces before: the pizza shop he worked at, his dorm’s laundry room.
Now, we were standing up behind a pub counter waiting to pay our bill during a busy lunch rush. And what a rush it was.
Clearly, we couldn’t keep our hands off each other.
But the situation would have been far less complicated if the guy who was making me come wasn’t also my (then) best friend’s boyfriend.
At the time, I was taking a gap year after graduating high school in 2021. Amelia* was one of several ‘best friends’ – we’d always been close and hadn’t really had a cross word between us.
Seven months before the pub encounter, one of our mutual best friends was turning 18 and Amelia’s gift to her would be her first sex toy. So, before dinner, a bunch of us met up at the adult novelty shop – including Amelia’s boyfriend, Brian, of just under two months.
I remember glancing over at him, finding his thumbing through a catalogue of thigh-high boots interesting. Later, I sat across from him at dinner and made him laugh, though I can’t remember the joke anymore.
A few weeks later, Amelia and I went to visit him at his pizza shop job. It was there that I slipped him my phone number.
I never would have believed I could be someone who would do this – I’m the default description of a shy, mousy haired introvert – but I did. My confidence wasn’t great, and I was looking for affection and male attention wherever I could get it.
We began talking and flirting (Picture: Getty Images)
Part of me rationalised that I was finding out for my friend whether or not he was a cheater, but deep down I knew it was because I wanted to see how far he would go with me.
He texted me later that night and we began talking and flirting, with a mutual air of ‘we shouldn’t be doing this’; but it seemed neither of us could resist.
A couple of days later he took Amelia and I to a thrift shop and, while she was in the fitting room, our eyes met and I buzzed with adrenaline. I felt such an attraction to him, and knowing it was wrong only added to my thrill.
I started jogging in the evenings to see him at work, staying until he closed. I followed him around as he tidied in the back – and eventually, after a few weeks, I leaned against the counter, staring at him invitingly. He rested his hands on either side of me, kissing the side of my neck before we wrapped our arms around each other.
My morals suspended themselves for a while (Picture: Getty Images)
We did everything but have sex in those early days, because I was still a virgin – but that ended about a month later. My dad went out of town for the night, and I invited Brian to spend the night.
It was crossing a new line, and we both knew it.
Once it was over I dimly realised we couldn’t go back, but I pushed the thought aside as I drifted off to sleep in his arms.
Throughout it all, it was like I went on autopilot, and my morals suspended themselves for a while. I was wanted by someone I was very attracted to, and over time I fell for him – even as he said he loved Amelia and wanted to make it work with her.
Except that ‘making it work’ meant that he (in theory) should stay faithful, while she was allowed to ‘experiment’ with other partners so long as he knew about each one.
I didn’t tell him to break up with her, but I didn’t hide my feelings for him either
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Knowing she was hooking up with other men made me feel slightly less guilty – but I didn’t know what I wanted to happen with Brian, beyond what we were already doing.
It was like I felt I didn’t deserve to ask for more after what I had done – so I didn’t tell him to break up with her, but I didn’t hide my feelings for him either.
A few days after we’d had sex, my friend was staying over and I asked her if she’d felt like a new person after losing her virginity. On taking in that question and my haggard, distracted appearance – a reflection of my guilt – she guessed, correctly, that I had lost mine.
I told her it was with Brian – and she told Amelia.
As expected, Amelia did not respond well. She and our other friends confronted me as a group, and I could offer no excuses because there were none. I knew it was wrong of me, and I know I should have felt more remorseful about it.
I could offer no excuses because there were none (Credits: Getty Images)
Amelia and I were never close again after that. I didn’t blame her.
At first, she and Brian stayed together; and he and I agreed that it would be best to avoid temptation by not contacting each other at all.
But, after a couple of months, he reached back out to me after they’d had a fight, and we started hooking up again.
We spent the summer seeing each other in secret before we each went off to separate universities.
I visited him almost every weekend, and our fondness for each other only grew.
I had the feeling that his relationship with Amelia was diminishing, and didn’t push him to end it, preferring to let him come to terms with it himself.
Sure enough; that November, he ended things with Amelia, choosing to be with me.
By Christmas that year, we were exclusive.
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Today, Brian and I are still together – in fact, we’re newly engaged.
Naïve though it may be, I’m not concerned he’ll cheat; and I’m not worried that I will. Everyone makes questionable choices when they’re young, but that’s part of the ride.
As for whether I’d ever let someone finger me in a restaurant again – I don’t know. But I’m happy to report our initial chemistry is still very much alive.
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